Habits Of A Wanderer

Hey there! So I always wondered what will always be mine. Have you all wondered what will be always yours and no one has any right on it? Maybe I already have that certain thing or someone where I don't have to lose them anytime soon, I hope. Okay! I have decided to just go along with everything that happens in my life. I am not going to go against it anymore and believe me when I say I don't want to against it because every time I try to against it, its ends bad for me. Lesson learnt! "When I want something, I get that something". That is what a girl,boy, man or a woman who wants everything they set their eyes on. There are plenty of people like that outside in this big yet small world.  I have met people like that and trust me, you don't want to get the same thing they got because jealousy and hatred is what you will feel. When we want something, we tend to buy it but have you ever though about others that has no money to even eat? Have you ever though about t...

After joining my university, I finally had a week break. This break is not for me to have fun but its for me to study. Study break! I didn't get to study at all during this time. Maybe because i was too lazy to study or maybe because my health is not good. Me being sick is rare but when i get sick its takes a lot of medicines and a very long time to recover. What a life! This sucks! People keep on nagging that I am suppose to do this and that but why can't they let me decide what i am suppose to do with my time and life. Maybe because they think screwing up my life is so much fun then them think about their future! Fuck this shit! I am going to take control of my life and no one, I mean it NO ONE is going to interfere in my decisions . Screwing me up is nothing compared to when you have achieved something where people can be jealous of you even more. So what I am trying to say is take control of your life. Don't let anyone even your parents to make decisions for you ...

      Surprises sometimes are very good as they can cheer up someone even with a small surprise visit or buying them something small like a flower or chocolates. It depends on the certain individual on what they want. If I would want someone to surprise me, a bouquet of roses or lilies would definitely make my day.          Well, I believe the surprise I and my friends did for Kiran made her day and most probably she might forget them! A person can get happy and sad very fast and it all depends on whose doing it. I believe it made her day and the photos that were taken would always remind her about the surprise we did for her. Here are some pictures of our surprise and also my friends : The birthday girl with a beautiful smile is Kiran! Yummy birthday cake! Chocolate Moist Cake :) This beautiful person is Ranghita Laxmi :) This pretty girl is Lahvanya! This good looking guy is Haari ;) This handsome guy is ...

        Well its Kiran's birthday and all of us  ( Ranghita, Gobi, Haari, Lahva and me) wanted to plan a surprise birthday party for her after class.           Monday and our one and only subject is MATHS with Mdm Choo. Our planning were not that accurate or good so we kinda gave her hints to Kiran. We bought her a Chocolate Moist Cake from Yohan and got her roses ( blood red in colour).  The pictures will be upload later on the day.  The pictures are being edited and I have to make the pimples, freckles, black spot and over make-ups not be seen. Prettying them up and making them look beautiful and presentable so that I can show to the world  my beautiful friends :D So till then, I shall let you wait to see the pictures and the story behind them!

Meeting someone you have known for years after a long time is sometimes awkward because you have so many things to say but very little time. So, my friends and I planned on a reunion on weekend. Our usual meet up spot is Healy Mac Irish Bar and Restaurant which is located at Greentown area. That place is very happening at night especially on Friday nights and Saturday nights. Some pictures of us : LeiYi and Levvi My singing partner! Zoe and Leiyi This two can go crazy to the max! Zoe and MinYi The ones that gets high fast with chocolates! MinYi She tries a new drink just for it's name, Screaming Orgasm! This is us being us. We don't try to change ourselves for others. We live our life with love, happiness and fun!

In my memories of  childhood dreams, For the world to see, My heart is filled with a great dream. Through the long, dreary days, You were there. I can cry , For you fill my weary heart, Right here, right now, You are my shining gift! My life, my love, My gift!

 Went to Fatimah Hospital to visit my uncle. This was how the corner was decorated for Christmas.  My niece, Isy was attracted to the decorations which is where i ended up sitting to watch her so that she doesn't pull out any of the decorations Such a poser!! Aish! She just loves getting her picture taken like a celebrity

There was once a beautiful girl. With all the beauty you could possess in the world. Her hair as dark, as the summer night, her eyes, beautiful green and bright. The beautiful girl you could say, was as nice, as a bright sunny day. She wore the most dazzling dresses, best jewelry and such, but only thing her heart yearned form was a true mans touch. She ached and quaked, and felt deep inside, " i want a true hearted man to be my pride!" So she got up and went out, and gathered some men, do you know what happened then? She eliminated the too tall, the to fat, the too thin. She wanted a true hearted man, a handsome man, like it was a fearless sin, So she picked the unattractive and politely said "No", until all that was left was what could be described as, dashingly, sexy, row. Rugged and good looking, and what great smiles, these men were so perfect to look at, she nearly went wild. She pondered and pondered until she could ponder no more. She walked up to o...

Nocturnal. So take another drink. The journal. Makes your heart sink. Eternal. Too empty to think. So brutal. The words you bleed in ink. Suffering artist. Bleeds the deepest. Stressed writer. Tired fighter. Damaged poet. No one knows it. Frustrated. Hours have gone by. Aggravated. The paper is still dry. Defeated. Breakdown and cry. Deleted. Not worth another try. The words you bleed in ink. Hours since your last blink. Moment since your last drink. Buzz so thick, can't think. Missing the final link. The words you try to bleed in ink. Suffering artist, Bleeds the deepest, Yet soars the highest. Writing can be easy for some people but there also people who can't write after a certain period of time. This is called writer's block! I respect writers because they can't bleed the words they want in to the paper without any hesitation. I had this block for almost 6 months. I couldn't write any stories nor update my blog. Inspiration w...

Yesterday 20/10/2012 was Minyi's surprise birthday celebration. What can i say it was suppose to be a surprise birthday party but her mum told her that we are celebrating her birthday... no hard feelings as all of us had fun and that day is some day we will never forget as many memories has been made that day... People change but the memories you made with them remains the same even when you're going to die. habits die hard but remember memories you had with someone will very ever die. You might have forgotten them now but there are moments where you will remember them as you live your life.

The beautiful, little flower sat upon the hill, Surrounded and protected by the other plants, Its vibrant colours, a calling to others. Pilgrimage of animals, day by day, To worship- to bask in its glory. It still stands there, with all its pride. Living beautifully everyday, spreading joy to everyone. But then one day it realized, that someday that time will come, When it will have to wither, and will slowly have to die, It did not want to lose its beauty, nor did it want to disappear. The flower wanted to continue, To be worshiped and idolized for its looks, It still stands there, with all its pride. Living beautifully everyday, spreading jo to everyone. The flower finally realized what it had to do, The little flower began to absorb, All the nutrients from everything around, Everything that used to live around that little flower, Began to lose energy and started to wither away, It still stands there with all its greed, Living beautifully everyday, taking joy fr...

Each way i look, there's someone better looking.  More bold features.  Brighter smile.  I try to keep my smile, but then i see theirs.  It starts as a hallow hole in my chest.  Then i look a different way, and that hallow hole fills envy. Try the other way.  The hole turns in a black hole. A swarming abyss filled with no self-esteem, no self-worth and desire to be someone, anyone else. Then i turn and see a mirror. I see flaw after flaw. I turn the envy for better looking to hatred for myself. But what if; Each way i look, I see someone like me.  Someone who loves the sun and hates gas prices.  Someone had a bad day last week, someone eager for the weekends.  What if i didn't hate their bright smile, but returned one?  Instead of a hallow hole, I felt a beating heart, just like theirs.  And a compliment that made theirs beat faster, and mine grow larger.  If i turn the other way and op...

Never listen to anyone that says you need to change something about yourself! The only person you to please is you, and you're perfect just the way you are. Believe in yourself, for your difference are what makes you stand out. See the blemish on your face, Everyone tells you to erase, But you seem to think, While you're on the brink, That blemish is your own grace. See that bend on your stance, Noticeable in just one glance, Heal it, they say, Make it go away, But you carry on with you prance. See that frizz in your hair, That one that makes people stare, ''Look at that awful mane, Walking around she looks insane!'' But this is the only style you can bear. See that extra fat on your thighs, Where all the food you eat lies, They tell you to lose that weight, Then you'll start to look great, But here you're content with you're size. See the strength that you have within you, That one that makes you believe in, How you look ...

 Its been awhile since i wrote anything here. I missed it and now i am back on track. I have been spending some quality time with some of my friends who i didn't meet for about 2 years now. People tend to get hot when you don't see them for a long time. I missed all the fun stuff i did with them. People change but memories don't so i believe my friends are still the same under all those actions they do.Life is always full of  surprises for me. You never know when you will met run into someone you know after 12years or maybe being mistaken as someone's daughter. My life has never been all about me, myself but my life has always been about someone doing something for me. It will always will remembered. Maybe now no one appreciates what you have done but remember there is someone out there finding for someone they can trust. Someone they can have an heart to heart talk. There's someone being thankful for what you have done years ago. If you have helped someone, be happ...

Hmm.. Its been awhile since i posted anything here. Sorry because I got carried away with all my school works and also my tuition works. Well let me keep you all updated about my life :)  Its May already? so fast! I have been going through many things these past years and this year is very important to me since its SPM! the ticket out of school.lolx being dramatic here... Many good things and also bad things happened to me this year.